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Yoga
Sutras 2.1-2.9:
Minimizing
Gross Colorings
that Veil the Self
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Reduce colorings by Kriya Yoga: In these first few
sutras of Chapter 2, specific methods are
being introduced on how to minimize the gross colorings (kleshas)
of the mental obstacles, which veil the true Self. (The later sutras of
this chapter deal with the the subtle colorings of mental
obstacles).
Living the three practices of Kriya Yoga: The first part of the
process of minimizing the gross coloring is called Kriya Yoga, and leads
one in the direction of samadhi. Kriya Yoga involves three parts (2.1-2.2):
- Training the senses (See article on Ten
Senses)
- Studying yourself in the context of
teachings
- Surrender of klishta (colored) thought
impressions
(Uses of the word Kriya: It is important to note that the name Kriya
Yoga is used in a variety of ways. This is described below
in the description of sutra 2.1)
Reducing the colorings: The five kinds of
coloring (2.3) are related to spiritual
ignorance (2.5), I-ness (2.6),
attraction (2.7), aversion (2.8),
and fear (2.9). The process of dealing with these
coloring moves through four stages of active, separated, attenuated, and
seed (2.4). (The process of coloring was first
introduced in sutra 1.5)
Transcending four kinds of ignorance: Ignorance
(avidya) is the root coloring that leads to the others. It evolves and
dissolves in stages (2.4),
and is of four types (2.5), including: 1) mistaking the temporary for the
eternal, 2) impure for pure, 3) pain for pleasure, and 4) not-self for self.
Foundation: Chapter
1 included the definition of Yoga (1.1-1.4),
the principle of uncoloring thought patterns (1.5),
practice and non-attachment (1.12-1.16),
as well as a framework for focusing (1.17-1.18),
stabilizing, and purifying the mind (1.19-1.22,
1.30-1.32, 1.33-1.39).
With this foundation, one can now begin the process of reducing the
colorings of the thought patterns.
See also these articles: Each
of these articles will add a complementary perspective on viewing and
dealing with the coloring of the deep impressions of the mind:
Klishta and Aklishta Thoughts
Witnessing Your Thoughts
Karma and the sources of Actions, Speech, and
Thoughts
Regulating Lifestyle and the Four Basic Urges
Training the Ten Senses or Indriyas
Four Functions of Mind
4 Levels and 3 Domains of Consciousness
The 5 Koshas or Sheaths
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2.1
Yoga in the form of action (kriya yoga) has three parts: 1) training and
purifying the senses (tapas), 2) self-study in the context of teachings (svadhyaya),
and 3) devotion and letting go into the creative source from which we
emerged (ishvara pranidhana).
(tapah svadhyaya ishvara-pranidhana kriya-yogah)
- tapah = accepting the
purifying aspects of painful experience, purifying action, training
the senses
- svadhyaya = self-study
in the context of teachings, remembrance of sacred word or mantra
- ishvara = creative
source, causal field, God, supreme Guru or teacher
- pranidhana = practicing
the presence, dedication, devotion, surrender of fruits of practice
- kriya-yogah = yoga of
practice, action, practical yoga
These three practices work together:
A bit of reflection will show clearly how the three principles (tapas,
svadhyaya, ishvara pranidhana) work
together. The principles are really familiar to us all, but seeing them
clustered together as a single mode of spiritual practice is very useful. The
mind can easily remember the three principles together as a single practice; it
becomes a companion in daily life.
Reminding yourself of Kriya Yoga:
When thinking about life and spiritual practices, it is easy then to
remind yourself of this foundation by internally saying such words as,
"I need to train my senses, explore within, and let go of these
attachments and aversions." Contained in a simple sentence like this
is the outline of Kriya Yoga (that simple sentence contains tapas,
svadhyaya, and ishvara pranidhana). Then, the many other practices of the Yoga
Sutras, along with other practices you might do, can be done in this
straightforward context. Remember that this is the gross level of
weakening the colored thought patterns, and that this is preparation for
the subtler part, which is done in meditation (2.10-2.11).
Ishvara pranidhana: The emphasis
of ishvara pranidhana practice is the release or surrender that is done in
a sincere, dedicated, or devotional attitude. It is easy to get caught up
in debates over the nature of God, Guru, creative source, and teacher.
Yoga is very broad and non-sectarian, leaving it open to each individual
how to perceive these realities. The more important part is that of
letting go rather than holding on to the images and desires of the senses
(tapas) and the personal characteristics and makeup uncovered through
introspection (svadhyaya). Without such a letting go, the other two of the
three practices in this sutra would be of little or no value; you would
have knowledge but little freedom.
Meaning of Ishvara: In the Upanishads,
the word Īśvara is used to denote a state of collective consciousness. Thus, God
is not a being that sits on a high pedestal beyond the sun, moon, and stars; God
is actually the state of Ultimate Reality. But due to the lack of direct
experience, God has been personified and given various names and forms by
religions throughout the ages. When one expands one's individual consciousness
to the Universal Consciousness, it is called Self-realization, for the
individual self has realized the unity of diversity, the very underlying
principle, or Universal Self, beneath all forms and names. The great sages of
the Upanishads avoid the confusions related to conceptions of God and encourage
students to be honest and sincere in their quests for Self-realization.
Upanishadic philosophy provides various methods for unfolding higher levels of
truth and helps students to be able to unravel the mysteries of the individual
and the universe. (from Swami Rama in the section What God Is from Enlightenment
Without God)
Modern versions of Kriya Yoga:
Some modern teachers and institutions consider the entire Yoga Sutras to
be Kriya Yoga, although Patanjali
only relates the term Kriya Yoga to these three foundation practices.
Often, breathing practices with attention
along the spine (sushumna) are included, along with other physical practices. It
is useful for the student of Yoga to be aware of these different
approaches,
so as to not get confused by the various public offerings. These adjunct
practices themselves are very useful, whether or not you consider them to
be a part of Kriya Yoga, or separate practices coming from Pranayama
(breath practice, 2.49-2.53), Hatha
Yoga, Kundalini Yoga, or Tantra Yoga, for example. In addition, the word Kriya
literally means actions, and one might ask a teacher or ashram, "What
is your Kriya?" meaning to inquire, "What kind of
practices do you do and teach here?" Thus, many practices might be
included in the phrase Kriya Yoga. To the Himalayan
Masters, Kriya Yoga is a part of the whole of Yoga.
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2.2
That Yoga of action (kriya yoga) is practiced to bring about samadhi and
to minimize the colored thought patterns (kleshas).
(samadhi bhavana arthah klesha tanu karanarthah cha)
- samadhi = deep
absorption of meditation, the state of perfected concentration
- bhavana = to bring
about, cultivate
- arthah = for the purpose
of
- klesha = colored,
painful, afflicted, impure
- tanu-karana = minimize,
to make fine, attenuate, weaken
- arthah = for the purpose
- cha = and
Reasons for Kriya Yoga: This sutra
provides the context and reason for doing the Kriya Yoga (tapas, svadhyaya,
ishvara pranidhana):
- Kriya Yoga purifies the mind, allowing
the gross level of the colorings (2.3) to be
weakened (2.4).
- Kriya Yoga is an early stage of the
journey, which leads directly towards samadhi.
Seeing the systematic process: It
is most useful to see the systematic nature of these practices, whereby
you first do the gross level of stabilizing the mind, such as through the
methods in Chapter 1 (1.30-1.32, 1.33-1.39).
Then, the gross colorings (kleshas) are attenuated through Kriya Yoga,
which is the subject of the sutras discussed in this section (tanu-karana
means attenuating the kleshas or colorings, afflictions, or impurities). Then,
building upon that foundation, the subtler attenuation is done (2.10-2.11),
and the breaking of the alliance with karma (2.12-2.25).
There is a very important principle in this
sutra. That is, the means of reducing the kleshas is suggested. We
might encounter many explanations, definitions, discussions, or debates
about the meaning of the word klesha, but it is clear from the next sutra (2.3)
that they have something to do with mental habits like attractions
and aversions, with which we are all familiar. It can be argued that the
meaning of klesha is extremely subtle, however, it also has very
practical application to even the beginning level of meditator. Again, every
one of us knows the problems caused by our attractions and aversions.
Here, this sutra is telling us that the
means of weakening (though not yet eliminating) those negative habits of
mind is the three-fold method in the last sutra (2.1).
While students of meditation might struggle with all of the seemingly
complex principles, here is a simple suggestion that has only three parts.
That is very, very useful in that these three principles of tapas, svadhyaya,
and ishvara pranidhana are relatively easy to understand at some level, and
are highly effective in weakening the mental clutter.
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2.3
There are five kinds of coloring (kleshas): 1) forgetting, or ignorance
about the true nature of things (avidya), 2) I-ness, individuality, or
egoism (asmita), 3) attachment or addiction to mental impressions or
objects (raga), 4) aversion to thought patterns or objects (dvesha), and
5) love of these as being life itself, as well as fear of their loss as
being death.
(avidya asmita raga dvesha abhinivesha pancha klesha)
- avidya = spiritual
forgetting, ignorance, veiling, nescience
- asmita = associated with
I-ness
- raga = attraction or
drawing to, addiction
- dvesha = aversion or
pushing away, hatred
- abhinivesha = resistance
to loss, fear of death of identity, desire for continuity, clinging to
the life of
- pancha = five
- klesha = colored,
painful, afflicted, impure; the root klish means to cause
trouble; (klesha is the noun form of the adjective klishta)
See also the Five
Kleshas section of Witnessing Your Thoughts A
most important practice in Yoga: Cultivating self-awareness of the
five kleshas is one of the most important foundation practices in the
entire science of Yoga. Note that in Chapter 1 of the Yoga Sutra, the
first four sutras describe or define Yoga, and that the very next sutra (1.5)
introduces the concept of the many levels of thought patterns being either
klishta (colored) or aklishta (uncolored). Now, in this current sutra (and
Kriya Yoga in general), the concept is expanded, describing the nature of
the five individual kleshas. In Kriya Yoga, the gross level of coloring is
dealt with (2.1), while the next few sutras begin the
process of dealing with the subtler colorings (2.10-2.11,
2.12-2.25).
It works in stages, first reducing the gross,
and then the subtle. To be aware of the practice of self-awareness or
witnessing of the kleshas of our own mind is a very useful thing to do.
The five kleshas: Each of the five
kleshas are described separately in the forthcoming sutras:
- Avidya (2.4,
2.5) = spiritual
forgetting, ignorance, veiling, nescience
- Asmita (2.6)
= associated with
I-ness
- Raga (2.7)
= attraction or
drawing to, addiction
- Dvesha (2.8)
= aversion or
pushing away, hatred
- Abhinivesha (2.9)
= resistance
to loss, fear of death of identity, desire for continuity, clinging to
the life of
Four stages of kleshas: The five
colorings (klishta) of individual deep thought patterns are in one of four
states. These are described in the next sutra (2.4), as
part of introducing specifics about the nature of the five kleshas
themselves.
Allow streams of individual thoughts
to flow: One of the best ways to get a good understanding of
witnessing the kleshas (colorings) is to sit quietly and
intentionally allow streams of individual thoughts to arise. This doesn't
mean thinking or worrying. It literally is an experiment in which you
intentionally let an image come. It is easiest to do with what seem to be
insignificant impressions.
For example, imagine a fruit, and notice
what comes to mind. An apple may come to mind, and you simply note
"Attraction" if you like it, or are drawn to it. It may not be a
strong coloring, but maybe you notice there is some coloring. You may
think of a pear, and note that there is an ever so slight
"aversion" because you do not like pears.
Experiment with colorings: Allow
lots of such to images come. One of the things I have done often with
people is to grab about 10-15 small stones in my hand, and ask a person to
pick one they like. Then I ask them to pick one they are less drawn to
(few people will say they "dislike" one of the stones). It is a
very simple experiment that demonstrates the way in which attractions and
aversions are born. It is easier at first to experiment with witnessing
thoughts for which there is only slight coloring, only a small amount of
attraction or aversion.
You can easily run such experiments with
many objects arising into the field of mind from the unconscious. You can
also easily do this by observing the world around you. Notice the
countless ways in which your attention is drawn to this or that object or
person, but gently or strongly turns away from other objects or people.
Though it is a bit harder to do, notice
the countless objects you pass by everyday for which there is no response
whatsoever. These are examples of neutral impressions in the mind field.
Gradually witness stronger colorings:
By observing in this way, it is easier to gradually witness stronger
attractions and aversions in a similar way. When we can begin the process
of witnessing the type of coloring, then we can start the process of
attenuating the coloring, which is discussed in the next section.
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2.4
The root forgetting or ignorance of the nature of things (avidya) is the
breeding ground for the other of the five colorings (kleshas), and each of
these is in one of four states: 1) dormant or inactive, 2) attenuated or
weakened, 3) interrupted or separated from temporarily, or 4) active and
producing thoughts or actions to varying degrees.
(avidya kshetram uttaresham prasupta tanu vicchinna udaranam)
- avidya = spiritual
forgetting, ignorance, veiling, nescience
- kshetram = field,
breeding ground
- uttaresham = for the
others
- prasupta = dormant,
latent, seed
- tanu = attenuated,
weakened
- vicchinna = distanced,
separated, cut off, intercepted, alternated
- udaranam = fully active,
aroused, sustained
Systematically reduce the colorings:
These colorings (kleshas) are either: 1) active, 2) cut off, 3)
attenuated, or 4) dormant. We want to be able to observe and witness these
stages so that we can systematically reduce the coloring. Then the thought
patterns are no longer obstacles to deep meditation, and that is the goal.
(See the articles on Klisha and Aklishta Vrittis
and Karma and the sources of Actions, Speech, and
Thoughts)
Four stages of coloring: The
starting point is to observe what is the current state of the coloring
of individual thought patterns. This self-awareness practice becomes a
gentle companion in daily life and during meditation:
1. Active,
aroused (udaram): Is the thought pattern active on the surface of
the mind, or playing itself out through physical actions (through the
instruments of action, called karmendriyas,
which include motion, grasping, and speaking)? These thought patterns and
actions may be mild, extreme, or somewhere in between. However, in any
case, they are active.
2.
Distanced, separated, cut off (vicchinna): Is the thought pattern
less active right now, due to there being some distance or separation. We
experience this often when the object of our desire is not physically in
our presence. The attraction or aversion, for example, is
still there, but not in as active a form as if the object were right in
front of us. It is as if we forgot about the object for the now. It is
actually still colored, but just not active (but also not
really attenuated).
3.
Attenuated, weakened (tanu): Has the thought pattern not just
been interrupted, but actually been weakened or attenuated?
Sometimes we can think that a deep habit pattern has been attenuated,
but it really has not been weakened. When we are not in the
presence of the object of attachment or aversion, that
separation can appear to be attenuation, when it actually is
just not seen in the moment.
This is one of
the big traps of changing the habits or conditionings of the mind. First,
it is true that we need to get some separation from the active
stage to the distanced stage, but then it is essential to start to attenuate
the power of the coloring of the thought pattern.
4. Dormant,
latent, seed (prasupta): Is the thought pattern in a dormant or
latent form, as if it were a seed that is not growing at the
moment, but which could grow in the right circumstances?
The thought
pattern might be temporarily in a dormant state, such as when asleep, or
when the mind is distracted elsewhere. However, when some other thought
process comes, or some visual or auditory image comes in through the eyes
and ears, the thought pattern is awakened again, with all of its coloring.
Eventually the
seed of the colored thought can be burned in the fire of meditation, and
a burnt seed can no longer grow.
Where does all of this go?
Through the process of Yoga meditation,
the thought patterns are gradually weakened, then can mostly remain in a
dormant state. Then, in deep meditation the "seed" of the
dormant can eventually be burned, and a burned seed can no longer grow.
Then, one is free from that previously colored thought pattern.
Example:
An example will help to understand the way these four stages work
together. We'll use the physical example of four people, in relation to
smoking cigarettes, because the example can be so clear. The principles
apply not only to objects such as cigarettes, but also to people,
opinions, concepts, beliefs, thoughts or emotions. The principle also
applies not only to gross level thoughts, but the subtlest of mental
impressions.
- Person A:
Has never smoked and has never felt any desire to smoke. When Person A
sees a cigarette, he recognizes what it is. There is a memory
impression in the chitta, but it is completely neutral--it just is a
matter or recognition. It is not colored; it is aklishta.
(The thought of cigarettes might be colored by aversion, if he is
offended by smoking, but that is a different example.)
- Person B:
Has smoked for many years, but then quit several years ago.
Occasionally she still says, "I'd kill for a cigarette!" but
does not smoke due to health reasons. Her deep impression of
cigarettes remains colored, and is actively playing out in both
the unconscious and conscious, waking states. At times, the impression
of cigarettes might not be active, such as when she is asleep, or
doing some other distracting activity. However, at the latent level,
the impression is still very colored in a potential form.
- Person C:
Has smoked for many years, but then quit several years ago. He always
says, "Oh, no, I don't want a cigarette; I never even think about
it." At the same time his gestures and body language reveal
something different. He may have very colored mental
impressions of attachment, but they are not allowed to surface
into consciousness. There is separation from the thought pattern, but
the coloring has not truly been attenuated (even though
it goes into latent form during sleep, or when the mind is
distracted). This kind of blocking the coloring is not what is
intended in Yoga science.
- Person D:
Smoked for many years, but then quit several years ago. After some
time of struggling with the separation or cutting off phase (Vicchinna),
she then sat with this desire during meditation, allowed the awareness
of the attachment to rise, gently refrained from engaging the
impressions, and watched the coloring gradually fade. During that
time, the thought patterns were sometimes active, sometimes separated,
and sometimes temporarily dormant. However, it is now as if she were a
non-smoker. The desire has returned to seed form or is completely
gone, not only when asleep, or when the mind is distracted, but also
when in the presence of cigarettes in the external world.
Notice the stage of individual
thoughts: We want to observe our thinking process often, in a
gentle, non-judging way, noticing the stage of the coloring of thought
patterns. It can be great fun, not just hard work. The mind is quite
amusing the way that it so easily and quickly goes here and there, both
internally and through the senses, seeking
out and reacting to the objects of desire. (See also the article on the four
functions of mind)
There are many thoughts traveling in the
train of mind, and many are colored. This is how the mind works; it
is not good or bad. By noticing the colored thought
patterns, understanding their nature by labeling them, we can increasingly
become a witness to the whole process, and in turn, become free
from the coloring. Then, the spiritual insights can more easily
come to the forefront of awareness in life and meditation.
Train the mind about coloring: An
extremely important part of attenuating, or reducing the coloring
of the colored thought pattern is to train the mind that this coloring
is going to bring nothing but further trouble (This is described in Sutra 2.33).
It means training the mind that,
"This is not useful!". This simple training is the beginning of attenuating
the coloring (The process starts with observing, but then moves on to
attenuating). It is similar to training a small child; it all begins by
labeling and saying what is useful and not useful. Note that
this is not a moral judgment as to what is good or bad. It is more like
saying whether it is more useful to go left or right when taking a
journey.
Often, we are stuck in a cycle:
Often in life, we find that the colored thought patterns move
between active and separated stages, and then back to active. They go in a
cycle between these two. Either they are actively causing challenges, or
we are able to get some distance from them, like taking a vacation.
Break the cycle: However, it is
possible that we may never really attenuate them when engaged in
such a cycle, let alone get the colorings down into seed form, when
we are stuck in this cycle. It is important to be aware of this
possibility, so that we can intentionally pursue the process of weakening
the strength of the coloring.
Meditation attenuates coloring:
This is where meditation can be of tremendous value in getting free from
these deep impressions (2.11). We
sit quietly, focusing the mind, yet intentionally allow the cycling
process to play out, right in front of our awareness. Gradually it
weakens, so we can experience the deeper silence, where we can come in
greater touch with the spiritual aspects of meditation.
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2.5
Ignorance (avidya) is of four types: 1) regarding that which is transient
as eternal, 2) mistaking the impure for pure, 3) thinking that which
brings misery to bring happiness, and 4) taking that which is not-self to
be self.
(antiya ashuchi duhkha anatmasu nitya shuchi sukha atman khyatih avidya)
- antiya = non-eternal,
impermanent, ephemeral
- ashuchi = impure
- duhkha = misery, painful,
sorrowful, suffering
- anatmasu = non-self,
non-atman
- nitya = eternal,
everlasting
- shuchi = pure
- sukha = happiness, pleasurable,
pleasant
- atman = Self, soul
- khyatih = taking to be,
supposing to be, seeing as if
- avidya = spiritual
forgetting, ignorance, veiling, nescience
Vidya
is with knowledge: Vidya
means knowledge, specifically the
knowledge of Truth. It is not a mere mental knowledge, but the spiritual
realization that is beyond the mind. When
the "A" is put in front of Vidya (to make it Avidya),
the "A" means without.
Avidya is without knowledge:
Thus, Avidya means without Truth or without
knowledge. It is the first form of forgetting the spiritual Reality. It is
not just a thought pattern in the conventional sense of a thought pattern.
Rather, it is the very ground of losing touch with the Reality of being
one with the ocean of Oneness, of pure Consciousness.
Meaning of ignorance: Avidya
is usually translated as ignorance,
which is a good word, so long as we keep in mind the subtlety of the
meaning. It is not a matter of gaining more knowledge, like going to
school, and having this add up to receiving a degree. Rather, ignorance is
something that is removed, like removing the
clouds that obstruct the view.
Then, with the ignorance (or clouds) removed, we see knowledge or Vidya
clearly.
Even in English, this principle is in the
word ignorance. Notice that the word contains the root of ignore,
which is an ability that is not necessarily negative. The ability to ignore
allows the ability to focus. Imagine that you are in a busy restaurant,
and are having a conversation with your friend. To listen to your friend
means both focusing on listening, while also ignoring the other
conversations going on around you. However, in the path of
Self-realization, we want to see past the veil of ignorance, to no
longer ignore, and to see clearly.
Avidya is
confusion of one for the other
|
Temporary
Impure
Painful
Not-self
|
<----->
<----->
<----->
<----->
|
Eternal
Pure
Pleasureful
Self |
Avidya is the ground for the other
colorings: Avidya
is like a fabric, like a screen on which a
movie might then be projected. It is the ground in which comes the other
four of the colorings described below. Avidya
(ignorance) is somewhat like making a mistake, in which one thing is
confused for another. Four major forms of this are:
- Seeing the temporary as
eternal: For example,
thinking that the earth and moon are permanent, or behaving as if our
possessions are permanently ours, forgetting that all of them will go,
and that our so-called ownership is only relative.
- Mistaking the
impure for the pure: For
example, believing that our thoughts, emotions, opinions, or motives
in relation to ourselves, some other person, or situation are purely
good, healthy, and spiritual, when they are actually a mixture of
tendencies or inclinations.
- Confusing the
painful to be pleasureful:
For example, in our social, familial, and cultural settings there are
many actions that seem pleasure filled in the moment, only later to be
found as painful in retrospect.
- Thinking the
not-self to be the self: For
example, we may think of our country, name, body, profession, or deep
predispositions to be "who I am," confusing these with who I
really am at the deepest level, the level of our eternal Self.
Both large and small scales: As
you reflect on these forms of Avidya, you will notice that they
apply at both large scales and smaller scales, such as the impermanence of
both the planet Earth and the object we hold in our hand. The same breadth
applies to the others as well.
I am a tomato: Imagine that I said to
you, "I am a tomato." What would you think? At first, you might
smile and wait for the punch line of the joke. What if I said it again and
again, "I am a tomato." What if you came to discover that I really
believed that I am a tomato? You would probably think I was crazy and want
to have me locked up. Yet, this is exactly what we do with many aspects of
life and relationship to the objects of the world. We identify with them and
mistakenly think that, "This is 'who' I am." This is avidya,
the veiling or ignorance that prevents us from seeing clearly.
We come from a country and think we "are" that country. We say, "I
am American," or "I am Indian," etc. We follow a certain path
or teacher and say, "I am Buddhist, Christian, Hindu, Jew, or
Muslim." We say, "I am a daughter, son, father, mother, sister or
brother; I am the doer of this or that action; I am good or bad, I am happy
or sad." Actually, none of these are ultimately "who" I am. One who
begins to intuit that "who I am" is beyond all of these has begun
the journey of seeing beyond the ignorance called avidya, and is on
the journey to realization of the True Self, by whatever name you call that,
whether Purusha, Atman, Self, Soul or something else. It is a journey of
yoga meditation and contemplation, leading one from the ignorance or avidya
of the not-self to knowing that, which we truly are.
Avidya gets us entangled in the first
place: In relation to individual thought patterns, it is Avidya
(spiritual forgetting) that allows us to get entangled in the thought in
the first place. If in the moment the thought arises, there is also
complete spiritual awareness (Vidya) of Truth, then there is simply
no room for I-ness to get involved, nor attraction, nor aversion,
nor fear. There would be only spiritual awareness along with a
stream of impressions that had no power to draw attention into their sway.
Witnessing this Avidya (spiritual forgetting) in relation to
thoughts is the practice.
A mistake of direction:
Avidya is a sort of mistake of direction (not meaning that manifestation
of people or the universe is a mistake). One direction leads you into greater suffering, while the other
leads towards the eternal joy.
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2.6
The coloring (klesha) of I-ness or egoism (asmita), which arises from the
ignorance, occurs due to the mistake of taking the intellect (buddhi,
which knows, decides, judges, and discriminates) to itself be pure
consciousness (purusha/drig).
(drig darshana shaktyoh ekatmata iva asmita)
- drig = consciousness
itself as seeing agent (purusha)
- darshana-shaktyoh
= the instrument of seeing, power of intellect or buddhi to observe (darshana
= seeing; shakti = power)
- ekatmata = identity,
with oneself (eka = one; atmata = selfness
- iva = appearing to be,
apparently as if
- asmita = I-ness
Finest form of individuality: Asmita
is the finest form of individuality. It is not I-am-ness, as when
we say, "I am a man or woman," or "I am a person from this
or that country." Rather, it is I-ness that has not taken on
any of those identities.
Mistake of thinking it is about me:
However, when we see I-ness or Asmita as a coloring,
a klesha, we are seeing that a kind of mistake has been made. The
mistake is that the thought pattern of the object is falsely associated
with I-ness (Asmita), and thus we say that the thought pattern is a
klishta thought pattern, or a klishta vritti. We incorrectly
come to think that this or that thought pattern is who I am.
The image in the mind is not neutral:
Imagine some thought that it is not colored by I-ness. Such
an un-colored thought would have no ability to distract your mind
during meditation, nor to control your actions. Actually, there are
many such neutral thought patterns. For example, we encounter many
people in daily life whom we may recognize, but have never met, and for
whom their memory in our mind is neither colored with attraction nor
aversion. It simply means that the image of those people is stored in
the mind, but that it is neutral, not colored.
Uncoloring your thoughts: Imagine
how nice it would be if you could regulate this coloring process
itself. Then, if there were an attraction or aversion, we
could un-color it, internally, so as to be free from its control
(or attenuate it). This is done as a part of the process of meditation. It
not only has benefits in our relationship with the world, but also
purifies the mind so as to experience deeper meditation.
I-ness is necessary for the others:
In relation to individual thought patterns, the coloring of I-ness
is necessary for attraction, aversion, and fear to
have any power. Thus, the I-ness itself is seen as a coloring
process of the thoughts. The practice is that of witnessing this Asmita
(I-ness), and how it comes into relation with though patterns.
Like the filament
confusing itself with the electricity: The klesha of asmita is like
the filament of a light bulb confusing itself with electricity. The
filament is the finest, most essential part of the light bulb, but it
still pales in comparison to the electricity that is the true source of
the light coming out of the bulb. Similarly, buddhi,
at its finest level is a very superior instrument when compared to the
other levels of mind, energy, and body. However, even buddhi is little
compared to the pure consciousness, or shakti, that is the driving force
behind not only buddhi, but all of the other, grosser levels of our being.
The coloring, or klesha of asmita (the I-ness) thinks that it is the
consciousness, forgetting the truth of the matter, and that is the mistake
that blocks Self-realization. This I-ness arises the instant that the
wave forgets (avidya) that it is also ocean.
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2.7
Attachment (raga) is a separate modification of mind, which follows the
rising of the memory of pleasure, where the three modifications of attachment,
pleasure, and the memory of the object are then associated with one
another.
(sukha anushayi ragah)
- sukha = pleasure
- anushayi = sequential
attraction to, closely following, secondary accompaniment, resting on
- ragah = attachment,
addiction
Next arises attachments: Once
there is the primary forgetting called Avidya (2.5),
and the rising of individuality called Asmita (2.6),
there is now the potential for attachment, or Raga.
It is not that "I" am attached.
Rather, the thought is colored.
"I" then identifies with the thought.
Attachment is an obstacle, but not bad:
Raga is
not a moral issue; it is not "bad" that there is attachment.
It seems to be built into the universe and the makeup of all living
creatures, including humans.
Degree of coloring: Where we get
into trouble with attachment, is the degree of the coloring.
If the coloring gets strong enough to control us, without
restraint, we may call it addiction or neurosis, in a psychological sense.
Gaining mastery: In spiritual
practices, we want to gain mastery over the attachments. At
meditation time, we want to be able to let go of the attachments,
so that we might experience the Truth that is deeper, or on the other side
from the attachments.
Attachment is a natural habit of mind:
However, in the process of witnessing, we want to be aware of the
many ways in which the mind habitually becomes attached. If you see this
as a natural action of the mind, it is much easier to accept, without
feeling that something is wrong with your own mind. The habit of the mind
to attach can actually become amusing, bringing a smile to the face, as
you increasingly are free from the attachment.
Witnessing is necessary for meditation:
In relation to individual thoughts, attachment is one of the two
colorings that is most easily seen, along with aversion. To witness
attachments and aversions is a necessary skill to develop for meditation.
The ability to let go of the train of thoughts is based on the solid
foundation of seeing and labeling individual thoughts as being colored
with attachment.
Notice the moment just
after pleasure: Think of times just after you experience something
pleasureful. A good example is some snack food that you enjoy, such as a
sweet. Notice what happens when you put a small piece of the sweet in your
mouth. There is a burst of that delicious flavor, which brings an
emotional joy. But then, remember what happens a second or two later.
There is another emotional burst that comes right behind the enjoyment,
and that is to repeat the experience. This is the meaning of attachment,
or raga. In the definition above, anushayi is explained as being
sequential, or closely following. It is this second wave of
emotional experience, or desire, that is the attachment. It is different
from the enjoyment from the first piece of candy.
Attachment and memory:
Just like eating the sweet or candy (above), a memory of that experience
may suddenly arise at some other time. In a flash, that memory is
experienced as enjoyable. If that pleasant memory were to simply arise and
then drift away, back into the mind field from which it arose, there would
be no problem. However, just like with the original piece of candy, it
does not stop there. There is this second wave, closely following the
rising memory, in which an active desire starts to grow. This second wave
is the attachment. Once again, it is not the original enjoyment of the
sweet that caused a problem. Even the memory of that experience arise is
not, in itself, such a big problem. The problem is in that second
burst, or wave, and that is called attachment.
To witness this secondary
process during daily life and at meditation time is an extremely useful
practice to do. It provides great insight into the subtler nature of raga,
attachment. In turn, it allows a far greater level of skill in learning
non-attachment, vairagya, which is one of the two foundation practices of Yoga
(1.12-1.16). By learning to witness
the thinking process in this way, the colorings (klesha) gradually
attenuates, as was introduced in sutra 2.4 and
elsewhere.
Breaking the alliance: Three types
of modifications of mind are mentioned in this sutra: attachment, memory,
and sequence or memory. To break the alliance between these, and between
seer and seen is the key to freedom from the bondage of karma in relation
to attachment. Breaking of such alliances is discussed in upcoming sutras
(2.12-2.25).
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2.8
Aversion (dvesha) is a modification that results from misery associated
with some memory, whereby the three modifications of aversion, pain, and the
memory of the object or experience are then associated with one another.
(dukha anushayi dvesha)
- dukha = pain, sorrow,
suffering
- anushayi = sequential
attraction to, closely following, secondary accompaniment, resting on
- dvesha = aversion or
pushing away, hatred
Aversion is a form of attachment: Aversion
is actually another form of attachment. It is what we are trying to
mentally push away, but that pushing away is also a form of connection,
just as much as attachment is a way of pulling towards us.
Aversion is just
another form of attachment.
Aversion is a natural part of the mind:
Dvesha actually
seems to be a natural part of the universal process, as we build a
precarious mental balance between the many attractions and the many
aversions.
Aversion is both surface and subtle:
It is important to remember that aversion can be very subtle, and
that this subtlety will be revealed with deeper meditation. However, it is
also quite visible on the more surface level as well. It is here, on the
surface that we can begin the process of witnessing our aversions.
Aversion can be easier to notice than
attachment: In relation to individual thought patterns, aversion
is one of the two colorings that is most easily seen, along with attachment.
Actually, aversion can be easier to notice than attachment, in that
there is often an emotional response, such as anger,
irritation, or anxiety. Such an emotional response may be mild or
strong. Because of these kinds of responses, which animate through the
sensations of the physical body, this aspect of witnessing can be
very easily done right in the middle of daily life, along with meditation
time.
Attenuating the colorings: Notice
the process of attenuating the colorings in the next section. To
follow this attenuating process, it is first necessary to be aware of the
colorings, such as aversion and attachment. Gradually,
through the attenuating process, we truly can become a witness to
the entire stream of the thinking process. This sets the stage for deeper
meditation.
Breaking the alliance: Three types
of modifications of mind are mentioned in this sutra: aversion, memory,
and sequence of memory. To break the alliance between these, and between
seer and seen is the key to freedom from the bondage of karma in relation
to aversion. Breaking of such alliances is discussed in upcoming sutras (2.12-2.25).
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2.9
Even for those people who are learned, there is an ever-flowing, firmly
established love for continuation and a fear of cessation, or death, of
these various colored modifications (kleshas).
(sva-rasa-vahi vidushah api tatha rudhah abhiniveshah)
- sva-rasa-vahi = flowing
on its own momentum (sva = own; rasa = inclination, momentum, potency;
vahi = flowing)
- vidushah = in the wise
or learned person
- api = even
- tatha = the same way
- rudhah = firmly
established
- abhiniveshah =
resistance to loss, fear of death of identity, desire for continuity,
clinging to the life of
See also this article:
Abhinivesha section of Witnessing
your Thoughts
Protecting your false identities:
Once the ignorance or veiling of our true nature (avidya, 2.4,
2.5) has happened, and individuality (asmita, 2.6)
has arisen, along with the association with seemingly countless
attractions (raga, 2.7) and aversions (dvesha, 2.8),
there is a natural urge to protect that precarious balance of false
identities.
Two inclinations: There are two
natural inclinations after the individual false identities have been
constructed:
- Love for continuation: The
false identity is strongly held onto, even though it is a
phantom. It is perceived to be "me" even though it is a
construct of attractions and aversions. Even the aversions are clung
to as part of the balancing act of false identity.
- Fear of discontinuation: Any
perceived threat to those false identities is taken to be the threat
of cessation or death. It is not just a fear of death of the physical
body (though that might be the strongest attachment), but also the
fear of death of any of the false identities.
Nobody is exempt: It is very
common for seekers to fall into the trap of thinking that intellectual
studies and understanding is sufficient on the spiritual path. This is
particularly true in relation to practices such as described in the Yoga
Sutras, where one can do endless analysis and debate of the Sanskrit
sutras. Intellectual understanding is no protection whatsoever in relation
to these colorings (kleshas) and the natural fear that arises in relation
to their inevitable demise.
Understanding the need for uncoloring:
We are so thoroughly entangled in our attachments and aversions that even
reading about coloring and uncoloring might have little effect. We
continue to say, "But, I am this or that; I want this or that."
How often do you say, "If only I were completely free from all of my
attachments and aversions"? We tend to only want to let go of the
painful ones, while holding on to the pleasureful ones. The Yogi gradually
comes to see how even the pleasureful attachments contain the seed of pain
(2.15), and are thus to be set
aside as well (2.16), so that he or
she can truly rest in the true nature of the Self (1.3).
Wanting to keep things as they
are: Once the balance has been attained between the many attractions
and aversions, along with having the foundation I-ness and spiritual
ignorance, there comes an innate desire to keep things just the way the
are.
The resistance to losing the delicate balance
among the false identities is called
fear of the death of those identities.
Fear of change: There is a
resistance and fear that comes with the possibility of losing the current
situation. It is like a fear of death, though it does not just mean death
of the physical body. Often, this fear is not consciously
experienced. It is common for a person new to meditation to say, "But
I have no fear!" Then, after some time there arises a subtle fear, as
one becomes more aware of the inner process.
Fear is natural: This is
definitely not a matter of trying to create fear in people. Rather, it is
a natural part of the process of thinning out the thick blanket of colored
thought patterns. There is a recognition of letting go of our
unconsciously cherished attachments and aversions. When
meditation is practiced gently and systematically, this fear is seen as
less of an obstacle.
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